the more i think the worst it gets!!

all alert!!there something in my heart breaking by the day!!the more she writes the worst it gets ,i love her!!but im nt to sure if she likes/loves me!!i wont speak out for this though nor am i going to ask people for help!!i gotta know,what to do in emergencys!!she always makes me feel as if she doesnt like me!!u could try harder in showing me but i dont think it will ever happened!!so i do not want to trouble my friends!!there a friend that i have to thank a lot nt only for being loyal but helpful as well!!well that friend is a she!!